okay, contreversey to the earlier posts, i have realized that i have been too deep into my thoughts and i was being a weaker person then i usually was. well, that is rather should i say, 'self-proclaimed.'

i had no idea in the past couple of days i had been this emotional and perhaps a little angsty, if i would say so myself. i must admit though, i did had some of these feelings (for awhile) but that was probably just my inner self. and after what say you, the past couple of days, i realized that my life wasn't that unsteady and i was just pressuring myself a little too much. high expectations in other words. silly isn't it, cause mainly i'm sure half of my friends wouldn't think so.

so yes, taking a brighter note of life, i have slackened away due to this what i call an 'over-whelming' stress( which i dearly hope that no one would actually sue me of) i became a lazy pig on Thursday (was it?) and drowned myself in emotional misery which-i failed to admit yesturday-by watching a movie: fight club.

great plot, intersting dialogue, weird characters yet all the same. oh did i mention great fights? especially when the narrator fought against himself. it was rather, wicked. i would definetly think i'm insane and would declare an order to put myself in a mental institution- if let say i ever do that.

yes, im definetly escaping reality now.

And now for the replies:
Debby: hi! thanks for the encouragement. i deinfetly appreciate it=D
Vanessa: hellos my silly junior! hee hee.
Briana: as you can see my dear team mate, i definetly cheered up alot. you too yeah?
Ren: haha. very funny. =x
Elizabeth: oh man, i miss you too!